Landlord dropped off some bait-poison (they are attracted to it and take it back to their nest) and some Raid at 8am before I’d had coffee and was coherent.
I have not gotten up the guts to spray/block the roach friendly areas.
What if they come out and swarm me as I Raid them!? If I have to even look at them again, I’m sure I’ll freak out at least a little. Probably a lot. What if they’re just lying in wait? An orange rolled behind the refrigerator and I’m scared to look back there.
This is the point of having a boyfriend.
If I would not have seen that roach I would never have guessed the apartment was anything but cozy, charming, and perfectly clean. And it is. Except for two roaches. And after I get up the guts to spread all that poison around, my apartment will be as it was in my mind before I ever saw those roaches- perfectly lovely.