I am figure model, which involves physical pain, smiling, art, and nudity.
I am part time at a conservative company in a conservative industry, which involves corporate speak, numbers and talking to people who support Trump.
I am a technology consultant. This involves feeling so so stupid and also like a genius every single day. Oh my god, the agony and the ecstasy.
When will I just get one job? Or at least jobs that are more similar. The culture of every space I’m in is so different, and a big part of communicating effectively is to show sameness. Sometimes it’s exhausting. And stressful. So I try to overcompensate by over organizing. When actually, I just need focus.